It is 3 plus am and I'm at Human Factory . I hate it especially when seeing Appa with tubes everywhere . *sigh* :( . I can't bear to see him like this .
The nurses are noisy , almost like a fish market in the wee hours in the morning . The two Chinese uncles whose also patients suddenly 'decided' to wake up and have their almost cymbal like chatter that seems to be banging 1000 cymbals all at one shot and sometimes their conversation sounded almost like fire crackers! . Patience , patience .... That's what I need ....
Besides the cymbals and fire crackers and also the fishmonger nurses trading fish , the StructoKabiven that they keep on pumping in Appa also isn't helping . His body starts to heat up and goes straight to his head, causing him to have terrible headache! :( .
Would be better if I took over his situation now , I think I would be able to endure the pain. I want to relief him from the pain that he is going through . Some many people have started advising on alternatives methods , I hope it's worth trying . I'm not giving up on him and so does everybody . Appa have more to offer and he must continue that .
We are waiting for the stent in this Human Factory , it's going to take at least 2 weeks . I hope we can get it fast .he can then start consuming food . He misses his idli and mutton curry . I want him to remember the taste of it again .
Don't worry Dear Appa , you COMPLETE us all and we are not giving up on you , not even a bit . Remember you told the Dr just now .. "I'm going to live another 15 years"...and with that statement you just showed that you refuse to give up on us .
Love you Appa .. For more than 15 years to come .
