And Then There Was An Angry Bird

What a tiring week and its only thursday !

My schedule is jammed packed with interviews of potential candidates and on top of that interviewing potential scholars. Eventhough we had the elimination round and selecting only 25% out of the many  scholars who applied , the whole round took us 1 and 1/2 days to complete with the first day starting at

 8.30 am and ending at 10.30 pm .

Trying to digest each words being articulated by the potential scholars was a challenge and trying to impress us on why we should select them need more than them trying so hard to charm us with their wittiness .

We had some who just sat and froze in front of us the entire interview .. I wonder how they even do their presentation at their university .

There are also who managed to impress us with their understanding of current global issues . Some just surprise us by not knowing any current events at all . So much for having internet and what nough and this is what you get from some so called scholars .. *smirk*

So.. it ended late and sooo I was tired , sleepy , hungry and all those other things that just contribute to one word :  restless , but our journey to Kepong was worth it . Checking up on Appa on daily basis have become a routine . And with his condition , we will always be there to support him all the way . We are trying our best to spend time with him and make him happy and not think too much of that paper that note down his diagnose or think too much of what the Dr said , we still have him and I am confident and I believe miracle can happen anytime.There's BABA , so .. there's HOPE . 

With work and Appa's condition , both was somehow camouflaged by a cute Angry Bird .

We have Nivey to thank for .He cheers everybody up and made Appa happy .

The Angry Bird dont seem to be that angry after all :) .  

15 years and more

It is 3 plus am and I'm at Human Factory . I hate it especially when seeing Appa with tubes everywhere . *sigh* :( . I can't bear to see him like this .

The nurses are noisy , almost like a fish market in the wee hours in the morning . The two Chinese uncles whose also patients suddenly 'decided' to wake up and have their almost cymbal like chatter that seems to be banging 1000 cymbals all at one shot and sometimes their conversation sounded almost like fire crackers! . Patience , patience .... That's what I need ....

Besides the cymbals and fire crackers and also the fishmonger nurses trading fish , the StructoKabiven that they keep on pumping in Appa also isn't helping . His body starts to heat up and goes straight to his head, causing him to have terrible headache! :( .

Would be better if I took over his situation now , I think I would be able to endure the pain. I want to relief him from the pain that he is going through . Some many people have started advising on alternatives methods , I hope it's worth trying . I'm not giving up on him and so does everybody . Appa have more to offer and he must continue that .

We are waiting for the stent in this Human Factory , it's going to take at least 2 weeks . I hope we can get it fast .he can then start consuming food . He misses his idli and mutton curry . I want him to remember the taste of it again .

Don't worry Dear Appa , you COMPLETE us all and we are not giving up on you , not even a bit . Remember you told the Dr just now .. "I'm going to live another 15 years"...and with that statement you just showed that you refuse to give up on us .

Love you Appa .. For more than 15 years to come .

I Love You Appa

Turned 35 ! But so what right .

I trully did'nt feel like celebrating as my attention is concentrated to someone who I really care a lot - even writing about him now makes me teary eyed :( .

Although with everything - my birthday was celebrated by all my family members , and I am truly thankful for it . I was happy and sad - an extreme sense of emotion that is too difficult to describe . Father is not well and I knew I had to be strong - if not for everybody else - it was at least for my own sanity .

I was happy that I was still  alive to turn 35 and still be healthy and be with my baby :) .

I actually receive expensive gifts . It was very overwhelming .

My baby gave me Ipad 2 - it was to meet my thirst for reading .

Mala &Uday gave me this expensive Bonia's leather wallet - and it comes together with a guarantee card - wow , I havent used any wallet that expensive ever !

Akka gave me this gorgeous dress -  I love it that I'm still keeping it .

Father and Mother gave me cash - wow - and I bought myself a pair of jeans and tops with that - TQ!

Raje gave me a pink parker pen that have my name engrave on it - its beautiful .

And everybody surprise me with a valentine's cake with birthday song on the eve of my birthday . 

Although as happy as I am -  I am still sad , infact extremely sad that my heart and head is aching . I'm getting teary eyed almost every other minute since yesterday morning - the most heart wrenching news that I most feared was thrown to all of us like a nuclear bomb. It was really atomic.

Be strong appa and we will be strong for you - thats our promise . You are our hero and no one can replace you . We love you very much and BABA does too .

I've received so many gifts for my birthday , but the best gift that I have every year was having you around for the past many years and I want you around all my years ahead

 Love you very much .



The Water Dragon Chased The Rabbit Away !

OMG! It's already 2012 -

and I was dead busy with God knows what .. but at least last year was being utilised in a sane manner :) .

Now THAT's achievement ! This year is the year of the dragon - my chinese zodiac  year :) , slight difference is that . this year is the Water Dragon Year and I was born during the year of The Fire Dragon

Let's recap the happenings towards the end of the year .. hrmm ..well I havent updated my blog since last year .. WOW .. .

Uday & Mala's Wedding - MOST IMPORTANT EVENT OF 2011

29th Oct 2011

Because they got married , We got the opportunity to dress up ! Oh yeah !

Look at that naughty face .. now he already have 6 gigi .

That' s one of the most important happenings of 2011 ..lol

 The best transition from 2011 to 2012 was us leaving 2011 and ushering 2012 with

Om Sachinanda Sath Guru Sainath .

Happy New Year Everybody ! I hope its not too late to wish .

May BABA ji bless us all in 2012 

Pre-Wedding Pics Are So Fabulous and Glamourous! U both Are So Gorgeous !

                            

Mapelai Six Packs with 25 days to go before the Wedding!

Its  a busy busy month . Countdown to the wedding .... another 25 days to go OMG! ..
Now lets see the progress.---->and countup..*heheheheh* to 3 , 4 , 5 ,6 packs for the Mapelai who is a Gym Freak ...see to believe WOW !!!!

*front view*

*back view*

*Pictures courtesy of Mala . Thanks Sista! for sending the shots secretly*

Steve Jobs Cartoons - How To Remember The Great Inventor

*courtesy of Matson*

*courtesy BISH*

*courtesy of Joe Heller*

*courtesy of Deligne*

*courtesy of Fitz Summons*