Friday, November 9, 2012
A Very Sad Diwali
I can already feel the sadness of Diwali this year . The saddest and the toughest that my family and I will experience. It will not be the same ever again without Appa by our side. This time of year he will be very busy driving up and down buying so many things for all his children and making sure everyday we have so many things to eat. From the freshest fish to the delicious murruku . But this coming Tuesday , he is not there. What a painful journey . I miss him very much ..and I have been crying at office so many times . Although I have a wall just for him beside me in my room in my office , it will not be the same as having him around. I missing all his random calls including those when he call to tell me how lonely he was or how excited he was waiting for all of us to come back for Diwali . As strong as I am trying to be for mother, it is not that easy . And I'm crying now again while pouring my feelings of sadness.. I'm not that strong after all :( . Love you Appa, may BABA bless your soul and accompany you on your journey in the afterlife . Om Sai Ram
Monday, October 29, 2012
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Relay For Life 2012-A Walk Dedicated For Appa With Undivided Love
What an emotional night. I literally imagine and saw Appa everywhere last night , as a survivor but not as someone who fought succumb to the big C. We lighted a candle for him for his remembrance with a decorated paper bag . It was decorated while my tears decided to pour like heavy rain during the monsoon season.
Part of me was angry, that Appa left us all to soon, but another part of me is relief that he is no longer in that dreadful pain.
We walked a few rounds around the stadium as a mark of respect to all cancer patients and specifically in dedication of our dear Appa with tears non stop flowing from beginning till end. It has been 5 months but I'm still in denial..
He is around. That's what I believe or at least that what I want to believe.
Love you Appa. Wish you were here for good .
Part of me was angry, that Appa left us all to soon, but another part of me is relief that he is no longer in that dreadful pain.
We walked a few rounds around the stadium as a mark of respect to all cancer patients and specifically in dedication of our dear Appa with tears non stop flowing from beginning till end. It has been 5 months but I'm still in denial..
He is around. That's what I believe or at least that what I want to believe.
Love you Appa. Wish you were here for good .
Sunday, August 26, 2012
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