Friday, January 25, 2013

The Yellow T-Shirt , The Answer , The Sadness , The Innocent Boy : IT 'S WILLIAM




My emotions are flying everywhere . It’s a shit world , with shitty people around doing shit things .
How dare they do that . This is utterly absurd ! Its should've been doomsday in Dec , so that everything is wiped out . It would've save us this this tormenting experience and news . If I am having this feeling , what about the parents .

Oh! Forgot to thank the killer .. Thanks! you shithead/ or heads . You managed to tear everybody's heart and emotions today and the past week. You ripped it all apart . Aren't you proud of yourself. You will get your reward by going through the same experience . I pray that you will and then it will be too late for you to realized what a cowardly act you have done . How dare you play "God" and take away an innocent life . My head is now filled with over  2 billion vulgar words in different languages to be thrown and spit on your losers head . Yes it is even more than the amount of Gangnam Style video that was being downloaded .

You losers made me cry today . And made the whole world cry .What a coincidence .. and it’s also raining now .Bunch of bastards - ( Excuse my French - I'm trying to be as polite as I can ) .

Rest in peace William and May the family have all the strength in the world to go through this .

Let's Pray For Little William Yau


I am extremely distraught about this latest news on William . I truly hope that the body they found is not his .
What can be more worse that getting this kind of news. My heart goes out to WIlliam's parents .
Lets all pray for his safety. BABA bless him . I hope the abducters rot in hell or better still slashed to death with a sickle swinged at them and separate their heads and their body instantly and feed it to rats to chew their succulent worthless meat ... thats how angry I am right now . And yes this happens to be my first post of 2013 . :(

Friday, November 9, 2012

A Very Sad Diwali

I can already feel the sadness of Diwali this year . The saddest and the toughest that my family and I will experience. It will not be the same ever again without Appa by our side. This time of year he will be very busy driving up and down buying so many things for all his children and making sure everyday we have so many things to eat. From the freshest fish to the delicious murruku . But this coming Tuesday , he is not there. What a painful journey . I miss him very much ..and I have been crying at office so many times . Although I have a wall just for him beside me in my room in my office , it will not be the same as having him around. I missing all his random calls including those when he call to tell me how lonely he was or how excited he was waiting for all of us to come back for Diwali . As strong as I am trying to be for mother, it is not that easy . And I'm crying now again while pouring my feelings of sadness.. I'm not that strong after all :( . Love you Appa, may BABA bless your soul and accompany you on your journey in the afterlife . Om Sai Ram

Princess in the house 01112012 !

Our beautiful Eye Candy !

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Relay For Life 2012-A Walk Dedicated For Appa With Undivided Love

What an emotional night. I literally imagine and saw Appa everywhere last night , as a survivor but not as someone who fought succumb to the big C. We lighted a candle for him for his remembrance with a decorated paper bag . It was decorated while my tears decided to pour like heavy rain during the monsoon season.

Part of me was angry, that Appa left us all to soon, but another part of me is relief that he is no longer in that dreadful pain.

We walked a few rounds around the stadium as a mark of respect to all cancer patients and specifically in dedication of our dear Appa with tears non stop flowing from beginning till end. It has been 5 months but I'm still in denial..

He is around. That's what I believe or at least that what I want to believe.

Love you Appa. Wish you were here for good .