Friday, November 9, 2012
A Very Sad Diwali
I can already feel the sadness of Diwali this year . The saddest and the toughest that my family and I will experience. It will not be the same ever again without Appa by our side. This time of year he will be very busy driving up and down buying so many things for all his children and making sure everyday we have so many things to eat. From the freshest fish to the delicious murruku . But this coming Tuesday , he is not there. What a painful journey . I miss him very much ..and I have been crying at office so many times . Although I have a wall just for him beside me in my room in my office , it will not be the same as having him around. I missing all his random calls including those when he call to tell me how lonely he was or how excited he was waiting for all of us to come back for Diwali . As strong as I am trying to be for mother, it is not that easy . And I'm crying now again while pouring my feelings of sadness.. I'm not that strong after all :( . Love you Appa, may BABA bless your soul and accompany you on your journey in the afterlife . Om Sai Ram
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
